Monday, July 25, 2022

Believing in People

We are each other.

 “If my story can remind you of anything, let it remind you that when you believe in someone, you can change their world,” Ortiz said. 

  The same is of course true if you don't believe in someone. This is how so much potential is lost, so many people ruined.

Tuesday, July 19, 2022

Lost in Waves

The ravens of night sweep the screen of the sky over the edge of the world.

It folds away in the ocean sway.

Darkness hides the waves and discovers the infinity of galaxies and stars,

A noiseless crashing of waves on the shore of your eyes.

The bright birds of morning recover the sky.

Light reveals the waves and hides the stars.

Tuesday, July 12, 2022

Short Review of When Nietzsche Wept by Irvin D. Yalom

 The whole time I was reading, I couldn't help but think of Kundera's superior "The Unbearable Lightness of Being." This is an imaginative, alternative, plausible history in which Nietzsche creates Freud's Talking Cure (Freud is a character in this book, but he never meets Nietzsche). The book is written by a psychotherapist, not a professional novelist. And that shows. He's not concerned with creating a work of literature as such. And that's the weakness of the book as a book. In Kundera, Nietzschean ideas are manifest in the very form of the book. They have an affecting role to play in the experience of "Eternal Return" (the most obvious example). This novel is in the realist tradition of the Victorian novel. It's interesting and thought provoking--though I will say the most interesting part to me was the Afterward, but one does have to read the entire novel to get the full effect out of that. Anyone with any interest in Nietzsche's life and thought and the whole, bizarre story, that connects Nietzsche to Freud via Lou Andreas Salome will find this story worth the time it takes to read it. The emphasis in the end is more on the Freudian legacy than the Nietzschean philosophy, which I find disappointing personally, for whatever that's worth. Still very glad I read the book. But if it's a choice between this or Kundera, read Kundera.

Monday, June 27, 2022

Preliminary Thoughts on Natural Signs

 

This may be the problem: In wealthy neighborhoods, the buildings are clean, the flowerbeds are blooming, the sidewalks wide and well maintained. In poor neighborhoods there are none of these simple signs. But signs of what? If they effect of flowers is to make us happier, we must also note that that effect has been commandeered by wealth via its mere sign value, not its animal value. So there are two things going on. We have what is good. We have what you don’t. We’re doing what’s good for us as animals. We’re pounding our chests and thumbing our noses at you.

Foucault likes to turn our attention to the latter. For the school of thought he represents, the other is nonexistent or not important enough to notice. And indeed for the person walking down the street in the wealthy neighborhood, feeling good, there’s no way to separate the “this is beautiful” from the “these people are rich” response to the environment.

But both still must exist. Not every sign is “arbitrary.” Not every sign can be swapped for every meaning.

Saturday, May 28, 2022

Changing the rules of the game.

 History and reason reveal as clearly as they reveal anything that the only way for America to reduce gun violence is to control guns. At this point it's superfluous even to show that this is true--that all our measures to "harden" schools have done nothing, despite millions of dollars in investment that could have been used to enhance education--to reduce the frequency or the lethality of school shootings. Nothing. It is superfluous to point this out because every knows it. And everyone willing and capable of thinking through the question knows that owning a gun does not reduce your chances of becoming a victim of gun violence, but in fact increases them. Around 90% of Americans understand that, at the very least, we need stricter gun laws. Even those (most GOP) legislators in America who vote against these laws know that this is true.

And yet nothing changes. 

This reveals a structural failure in American democracy. The system has worked itself out to the point where the rules created for the game no longer produce the envisioned play. The game we are playing is no longer the game the creators intended. They were unable to foresee how the players would manipulate play in such a way as to undermine the game itself. 

It's time to change the rules. 

Wednesday, May 11, 2022

Review of "Is God a Mathematician" by Mario Livio

 

Is God a Mathematician?

The short answer is “no.” But like all answers that imply a binary set of definite possibilities, the short answer is more misleading than leading. This is an excellent book. No one capable of understanding it would fail to profit from reading it. So I’m not going to focus on its myriad virtues, which you can easily find in other reviews, but on it’s few but essential problems.

The principle question the book ask is this: Was math invented or discovered? This translates to “Was the universe created (or better ‘is it governed’) by mathematical principles that are ‘ideal’ in the Platonic sense?” Is there a math that is outside the universe (in some sense not perfectly understood) whose principles are the principles that makes the universe work as it does? Along the way he also asks “Is math a language?”

The book’s slightly longer and somewhat more helpful answer is “both.” Math itself is created, but what math reveals is discovered.

I say somewhat more helpful answer because this answer maintains the uninvestigated distinction between “invention” and “discovery” that, had it been investigated, would have yielded a richer answer.

Mario Livio does not adequately define his terms. He assumes we know what it means to be invented—like the microphone—or discovered—like a new planet. The new planet was always there, but someone found it for the first time. The microphone never existed before. Someone made it. This may seem as obvious to you as it does to Livio, but even within his book, unnoticed problems arise.

First problem: prime numbers, he says, were invented. Any number of cultures had numbering systems, but most of the cultures did not have a concept of prime numbers, and they got along fine with out them. Western Mathematicians uniquely decided to invent this concept. That 9/3 = 3 was however discovered.

Second problem: No one, Livio says, would say that Shakespeare “invented” Hamlet.

But that there are numbers that are only divisible by themselves and one is true in any counting system. They exist even if unnoticed. So do they really differ in a completely different way from the answer to a problem of division? Does it really make sense, in this dualistic thinking, to say that the concept of prime number has to be invented rather than that it has to be recognized? It may be that either option can be supported. And this brings into question the very distinction between invented and discovered.

And as for Shakespeare, one person who would have said that Shakespeare invented Hamlet was Shakespeare. “I’ll give you a verse to this note that I made yesterday in despite of my invention,” says Jaques in As You Like It to show how clever he is before having to make something up. In fact any educated person would have said so. That is what the word meant in Shakespeare’s day. What Shakespeare would never have said was that he created Hamlet.

Of course we can say that words change their meaning. So this doesn’t count against Livio.

It’s true that words change their meaning. They do so when the concepts that they supported in their previous meanings are no longer supportable. The very “invent/discover” distinction which we tend to believe is too obvious to need strict definition is one that Shakespeare would not immediately wrap his mind around. The corollary for us, who profit so much from reading Livio’s book, is that we too may need to rethink our very distinction between invention and discovery.

To come at this from another angle, Is God a Mathematician is a book build on two conundrums: if math is invented how can it predict facts about the universe that were not even suspected at the time the math was invented? How can the mathematical theory of knots, useless the purpose for which it was invented, explain the structure of molecules? The conundrum will go along way toward taking care of itself when we understand that discovery and invention do not describe two sets without common elements—a fact that this book needs to maintain that within the sent of “invented” things is a member called math, in which there are things that were discovered. If we have to have it both ways, or one way at one moment and another way at another, then the problem is certainly in the question or the model that gives rise to the question and not in the thing the question is posed to explain.

The second conundrum, which the book brings up several times but is not deeply interested in is this: Is Math a language? Livio will tell us it sort of is and sort of isn’t. He doesn’t believe much depends on a rigorous answer to this question, and he does not give one. This makes sense given the structure of thought in which the book operates. When it gets to the point where something can be or not be a language at the same time, it closes the door and goes better lighted hallways.

It does seem like a troublesome question not admitting of easy answer. If math is a language, how come small children, who are so good at acquiring languages have such trouble learning math? On the other hand, it is a symbolic structure made of signs representing concepts. It works by rules of syntax and grammar.

The problem however is only an apparent one, like a knot that is just a tangle that disappears with a tug. Math is not a language. Math is something we do in language. When I do math, I do it in English. When a French person does math, they do it in French. Math appears at first glance to be a language only because we use the same representations, the same words with the same spelling to represent the same concepts “2” is two in English and deux in French and er in Mandarin, but we all spell that concept as 2 when we do math. (A side note, Livio’s short but illuminating excursions into the history of math leave out the essential observation of the indebtedness of math to Arabic numerals.) Why do children have trouble with math? For the same reason they have trouble with logic (which no one calls a language) and with diplomacy and with any of the more complicated functions we do in language. What children acquire easily is vocabulary and syntax. Whatever it is they are capable of expressing they easily learn to express from one natural language to another.

Finally then my point is that Livio’s question about the discover v. invention of math is of the same type as his question of whether math is or is not a language. If a better vocabulary for thinking about math is developed (and I’m sure it has already been developed, though I can’t point to it at the moment), then the problem itself goes away. At least I suspect that is so.

All that said, this is a terrific book. For someone who gave up on math after three semesters of calculus it makes me re-think my choice. What I do not know because I did not get into higher mathematics is a field of wonder that I would love to explore. But life only allows us so many loves. And this peek at what I cannot explore further was infinitely worth the time I spent in the doorway.

Tuesday, April 19, 2022

Beside the Planetarium

           Upon dead branches

among dead trees, white blooms of

           the magnolia.


Wednesday, April 6, 2022

The Nothing that Isn't

 As the legend says, if the story holds

About 15 billion years ago

On a Sunday morning, before the sun

Nothing exploded and nothing was done.

 

Everyone wave, everyone wave.

Nothing is lost and everything’s saved.

Everything’s free and all is contrived.

And isn’t it something to be alive?

Monday, March 28, 2022

The Plucked String of History

The plucked string of history vibrates still
along its entire length
and half its length
and the entire
alphabet
of its
leng
th
 
Vibrates still with
every harmony
discord
 
at the utter edge of hearing
 
as I
stone deaf
alone in my car
bass cranked
rock like mad
at the news.

Tuesday, November 30, 2021

History

 History is not a pristine record of past events. It is the raw material out of which we construct the story we choose to be part of.

Sunday, October 10, 2021

On Vaccine Mandates

 

The government’s authority to mandate vaccinations follows exactly the same logic as the government’s authority to set speed limits on public roads. You might say this is a matter of freedom, that you have a right to go as fast as you like. You might be willing to take on the personal risks of high speeds. You might even argue that going fast is not inherently criminal. It is, however, the government’s job to protect its citizens from all threats foreign and domestic. And exercising your “freedom,” your “right to go fast” puts not just you but everyone else on the road in obvious, mortal danger. For this reason very few people question the authority of the government to regulate such behavior on public roads. Vaccines are like speed limits. You may believe you have the right to decide whether you wish to take the risk of remaining unvaccinated. Refusing medicine is not an inherently criminal act. But your refusal puts not just yourself but everyone you come into contact with in obvious, mortal danger. The government therefore has the authority to tell you you must get the vaccine or stay out of pubic spaces. Businesses have the right to tell you you have to be vaccinated or stay out of their own private spaces. This is a public good. This is at the heart of the mission of good government, and is in fact included in the our government’s mission statement, the preamble to the Constitution, which includes the directive: “to promote the general welfare.”

Friday, August 20, 2021

Child of Tears

 

Hello, my father, I’m so glad to meet you
I will be with you the rest of your years
I am the child you called to the earth
I am your bucket of tears

the present you've opened before you are ready
a fugitive something you won’t understand
I’ll consume all your love, your wealth, and your wisdom,
your pearl of great price that you’ll lose in the end

I am the gate on the dark road to heaven
there is no other way there but this
these are the tears and this is the losing
and here in the darkness the way you will miss.



Friday, July 2, 2021

Training a dog to the leash

The Germans have that much right, I said. A new concept is just a string of old concepts mortared together. A rule is a long word. Any formula repeated word for word is essentially the same as a word with its semic string of syllables. The ten commandments, the Lord’s Prayer, the Pledge of Allegiance, any cliché or platitude you can pull out for the purpose of denying the particularity of the moment. This is a problem. All words are generalizations, all names imply and promote a continuity that exceeds the reality. I’ve sinned several times already in this paragraph. The only other option is not to use words at all, live like dogs and cattle. The fence around this pen cannot be surmounted or undermined or gotten around. And there is no gate.

Poetry cannot shed its last atom of optimism. Beckett knew this. All artists know this, though many are unaware that they do. It’s inherent in all forms, all language, all manifestations of art. It has to be. Even to eat is to have faith in the future, or hope, always at least a morsel of optimism. How could art escape this? I’m going to make this; I’m going to show it to you, ask you to read it, see it, hear it, eat it. It’s going to deny, try to destroy, the absolute uniqueness and unrepeatability of this unique and unrepeatable moment. (Nietzsche could not have been more wrong.)

To write—to create, even just to live with words, pictures, art—is to assent to the belief that there exists a key to unlock the gate of this pen that has no gate and therefore no lock. If I just say it right, you will gain the insight that makes sense, perhaps only just a little sense, of this senseless dream. What good could it possibly do to construct another fence inside the fence that has no gate? Is it a quest for the delusion of Wordsworth: that blessed mood, In which the burthen of the mystery, In which the heavy and the weary weight Of all this unintelligible world, Is lightened? If so, then delusion is better than truth. But who’s to say it’s not? To say it is or it’s not is to pretend to have jumped the unjumpable fence, is to join in the delusion.

Wednesday, May 26, 2021

Review of Thinking Fast and Slow

Daniel Kahneman structures the problem of thinking--of reacting and reflecting--in a productive way. That said, there's something in every chapter I have an issue with, often with the author making the same mistakes he's warning us against--i.e. not considering a broad enough context to answer a question. In fairness, he admits that no one is immune from the problems of slow thinking's aggressiveness/fast thinking's passiveness (not his terminology). So any failure is evidence that that is right, but that doesn't let him off the hook. I'm also not impressed with the epithet "lazy" for "slow thinking." That's a moral judgment and unfair--though rhetorically useful. Else where he calls the "slow thinking" self the "I," the self we claim as our true self. If so, we are in our essence lazy. That may be. But the fact that we don't exert effort when there seems to be no reward for the effort sufficient to the effort could be called prudent or cautious. The sweeping moral judgment of "lazy" is lazy.

 

Thursday, April 29, 2021

The Herbicide Dilemma

 Imagine Monsanto had developed an herbicide (which, for all I know, they may have done) that was 100% effective in killing weeds but won't kill flowers or vegetables, as long as it is used properly. If misused it kills lots of things--grasses, trees and other vegetation, insects and animals, anything that gets in its way. It is a significant danger to microclimates and water supplies. And although it doesn't kill vegetables, it does poison them, so it can't be used on them or the food will become toxic to whatever eats it. Nonetheless, though powerful and deadly, it is safe to use in flower beds.

Should it be allowed on the market? 

Let's be clear, in case of deliberate misuse, accident, or negligence people will die, possibly a lot of people. If an unscrupulous gardener uses this on his tomatoes and sells them at a farmer's market, his customers will die. Not immediately of course. It may take a few years. Their deaths may be hard to trace to the bulging ripe tomatoes they bought at the farmers' market three years before. And in the case of accidental spillage or incorrect mixture, the ground water will be polluted, and people and animals will die and insects will die. The ground will become infertile--but just in patches and just for a while. 

Of course we can't guarantee everyone who buys this herbicide will use it properly. In fact we can guarantee that some won't. That's just how people are. Someone will spill it. Some will be tempted by the potential sale of ripe tomatoes. Some will neglect to read the directions thoroughly. If we market this product, people will die--that's a guarantee. There will be little pockets of corpses in various places where the product was misused. 

Let's add to the mix that nobody needs this product. It has its uses, but there are other ways to grow flowers. 

Should we ban the sale? Is it too dangerous? Or should we at least heavily regulate it to reduce the risk? Or should we just pop it on the shelves of Agway and Home Depot and your local garden center for anyone to buy at any time for any reason?

Now let's think about guns.

Wednesday, April 14, 2021

Just Verbing

I am going

to the store. I go

to the store nearly every Saturday. I went

to the store last Saturday even though I had gone

to the store on Friday; Sunday was

the day I would run out

of butter, so I went

again Saturday. I would have gone

on Sunday, but I had had

a headache the previous three Sundays and was

afraid that that would be

my new Sunday thing. I will go

again tomorrow, however, just to see. I will have gone

to the store before Church starts at eleven. This is

my story. I have been working

on it for ten minutes.  It is told.

I have spoken.

Wednesday, March 24, 2021

A Single Bird of Unknown Species

The blaze above black mountains
yellow, orange, hectic red
if it’s morning or if it’s evening
no one ever knew
 
such beauty wrapped
in so much sadness
until it hit them
there it was for everyone
yellow, orange, hectic red
the photographic aftermath
of a gargantuan explosion
bleeding above high mountains
ridgeblade black
 
who lacked insight to say
the sky is blue
the sky is the color of sky
morning, day, evening, night
the sky is drained of illusion
the cold and beautiful light revealed
morning and night and evening
and all the long and wakeful day
a single black-winged bird floats by
the sky is blue
or white
or grey

Sunday, March 14, 2021

The Name Beneath the Title

 I will be 60 in 19 days.

I keep asking myself, am I learning yet?
A poem is what can be said in the space of a poem.
There is no difference between what is said
And how it is said. Every word change
Changes everything. But so does every reader every
Reading, even mine. Will I one day know what it was
I was exploring? I cannot control the poem.
This is what makes poetry like everything else: like life
Like growing old, like stars, like knowledge, like the structure of knowledge
That opens as it closes. Wisdom has a voice. And a space
Where there is no voice.
Any resting place is home.
Everybody needs a home.
A home does not need to be a place.
Everything is a prayer
If you want it to be, Father Martin.
When you look at the numbers you say ah!
When you look behind the numbers you say huh?
All religions were made by people to know the divine
And each for other reasons as well. And if they help
They help. And if they hurt, they hurt.
And they don’t always help. But they do always hurt.
That is how they are like everything else. Like poems and laws and tongues
And flame. You have to live with words. You have to live
Where no words are. If this is a poem
Great. And if this is not poem
Also great.
 

Friday, February 26, 2021

Just a Dumb Old Mountain

and yet those big brains of science, Einstein, Hawking, Kepler, Etcetera,
staring not at stars but at numbers
numbers on paper,
pushing them around like peas on a plate
calculate
with astonishing precision
in unreal units that make it imaginable
the stars’ distance, the universe’s edge—just numbers
nothing real at all
and yet the levers, the imaginary levers,
that move actual planets. So with words
I pretend to penetrate the mystery of all that numbers cannot touch
as if the problem were not simply inattention, lack of investment, the protraction of desire.

Monday, February 22, 2021

Giving Your Love to Passing Things

What are you saving it for

if you can’t give it to the snow now
turning your backyard into a postcard,
or to the dog who can no longer negotiate
the stairs in either direction? She’s heavy
on your aging arms, a good sixty pounds,
she farts every time you pick her up,
squeezing her warm belly close to your chest
for easy lugging; the first time you did it
she squirmed like what the fuck are you up to?
I’m not one of those goddamn lapdogs,
I keep my four on the floor at all times, moron
,
but now when it’s time for a meal and for bed
she comes looking for you, clicking her toenails
along the floor, leading you where you have to go.
She stands at attention like a soldier at the bottom of the stairs
or like someone who has already climbed into the cab
and announced her destination. Tomorrow she’ll ride
one last time to the veterinary clinic.
and you’ll sign forms and they’ll fill her veins
with sodium barbital and some frothy white shit
to stop your heart. She’ll collapse in your arms
with the same what the fuck expression she used
when you first picked her up. You’ll put her down.
Meanwhile at home the snow is falling everywhere
on the garden and the trees, on the house and on the cars,
on the crib where you keep the firewood, on the trailer,
and the wellhead, a frothy whiteness erasing
her footprints forever on the frozen grass.